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Name: Kim
Birthday: 11/30/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Mark, who is my soul mate in every aspect. He's the love of my life and the Man I married. I love to write songs and make up music to it on the piano. I love to ride horses even though I have none. I'm also obsessed and fascinated with Marine animals (Dolphins and whales). I also enjoy the company of my friends.
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AIM:  KDLOVE777
Yahoo:  k_savill
Member Since:
1/22/2005
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| Well a bit of an update for those of you who may not know. My mom has been diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic cancer and is not doing well at all. It's hard being away from her when I need to be here with Mark. I don't know what will happen to her in the next few months but I am not expecting much good to come of it. I can only pray that God will take care of her and help my family through this. I don't mean to discourage anyone, however I don't see the chemo working out for her. She had to have a port put in her because her veins are deflated. They can draw blood and even give her IV's through the port. Her liver is almost completely covered with cancer and I'm not sure they can do much more for her since it is so advanced. Right now it's not a matter of if she will pass away, but when she will pass away. It's so hard to hear that they don't believe she will make it through December if not earlier then that. One major thing that has been on my mind is that, I had mentioned once (before Zach was even conceived) that I wanted our children to know their grandparents. My parents said the same thing when they started having children because my dad only got to know 1 grandparent of his. They didn't want us to miss out on knowing who our grandparents were. I'm so happy that I was lucky enough to know them. However I've begun thinking of Zach and our future children and how they won't know their Grandma. They won't know what she was like, what her personality is/was. In a sense I know this is foolish thinking, but it's also logical thinking. I mean wouldn't you want your children to know all of their grandparents if they could? It's hard knowing that Zach spent a little time with her, but not a lot of time. My mom has been having difficulties recently. Her legs are very swollen, she can barely walk (from what it sounds like....I'm currently in VA living my military life style.) My dad is even having a difficult time taking care of her right now because she really can not do anything for herself. Anyways, if you all could keep my mom in your prayers that would be wonderful. Actually really, the whole family. I will be moving back up there soon to help with her and I'm under a lot of stress and so is Mark. Zach definitely feels it also between the 2 of us. Tension is rising and right now we could use all the prayers we can get. Thank you everyone.
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| I got my first digital camera today. It has video on it and that makes me so happy because when baby Zachary is born we will be taking lots of video and pictures. We can't wait for baby Zachary to come. I'm 28 1/2 weeks. I'm ready to meet this baby. He can come in another 8-9 weeks and we will be happy!  We are both excited about being parents. Anyways, I just wanted to share my happy news about my camera! YAY!!!!!
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| A Prayer for the Navy Wife
Give me the greatness of heart to see,
The difference in duty and his love for me.
Give me understanding to know,
That when duty calls he must go.
Give me a task to do each day,
To fill the time when he is away.
And Lord, when duty is in the field,
Please protect him and be his shield.
And Lord, when deployment is so long,
Please stay with me and keep me strong. | | |
| IT'S A BOY! I hope they weren't wrong considering the fact the baby was breached and facing downward. lol I let Mark open the envelope and we were so excited to find out together. He was so excited he even made me dinner that night.
Oh and I'm moved now. We have a nice house. I love being back with Mark. | | |
| Well, I'm moving to Illinois probably in the next week or two. We're praying that it's this weekend. I'm in my 18th week of pregnancy. Mark won't be able to come to the Big ultra sound (the one that tells you the gender) and so I'm going to have the nurse write the gender down on a piece of paper (not tell me) place it in a sealed envelope and we'll find out together. He feels like he's missed out on everything and I don't want that to happen. So that's the good idea for that. Anyways, I'm gonna go. | | |
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